So it's not really funny, but it seems that the closer we get to Jakobe's appointment on Friday, the more I feel like it's not really going to do anything for us. It took quite some time to get the appointment, and we've been patiently waiting for it. At the same time, I don't know what the urologist is going to be able to tell us other than "We need more tests."
Jakobe hates the doctor - nothing good ever happens to him there. And I certainly haven't helped with that feeling. I made him go in for a physical last fall (after more than a year of nagging, sorry honey - I love you) and what happened? He was diagnosed with insulin dependent diabetes.
I didn't make him go in for the SA, but it *was* my idea, since I'm the one who wanted kids more, and I wanted to know if I should go ahead and have another laparoscopy (it would be my 4th). And we all know what happened there, and it wasn't good. (If you don't know - the results are over on the timeline)
In any case, I'm less and less sure what this appointment is going to do for us, other than being a stepping-stone toward having a plan. Don't get me wrong - I want a plan. I just feel like the whole thing is glacial right now.
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Of all the things we deal with in IF, it's the slow ticking of the clock that drives us all nuts. 2ww, waiting for the doctors office to call back, waiting on insurance approval, etc...
ReplyDeleteHowever, you are moving forward and as glacial as it is it's still another step forward.
All the hurry up and wait is enough to kill us somedays....hang in there.
ReplyDeleteHang in there. Any news is helpful.
ReplyDeletep.s. thank you for your response to my What IF....i want no regrets....so thank you.
ReplyDeleteI so hope you get some helpful info out of Friday's appointment. Or some direction. Or a lollipop at the very least! Hang in there!!
ReplyDeleteP.S. Thanks for your comment on my blog :)
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