Jakobe would be proud of me - He's more into Star Wars than I am. But - together we like it enough that we spent over $200 last week to buy Star Wars in Concert tickets. Which is a lot of money for me to fork out right now. Especially considering that we've only got about $6000 saved up for this infertility crap. Since the concert itself is June 19th, we've got to wait a while, but I'm already excited. I managed to get us third-row almost center seats, so it should be awesome. It's also probably the last "big-ticket" item that I'm going to let us do - at least until our vacation for Jakobe's birthday in August.
In other news: I talked with Jakobe a bit last night about the fact that I'm depressed (not major, I'm going to kill myself depressed, or even the I'm not going to snap out of it in a couple of weeks depressed, more of the right now, this fucking sucks and I don't like it depressed.) He read yesterday's post and was mad at me for not telling him to cancel Game Night. Truth be told - I know that carrying on with my usual stuff would be good for me, so I didn't want to cancel. I just really didn't feel like doing it either. In the end - I had a good time. Although, I do want to slap a friend silly for complaining about her kids...
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Geek :) Glad you had the strength to go through with something you thought you would dread. It's so difficult to push through the funk to be social, I know. Good for you.
ReplyDeleteI've given myself permission to cancel plans at any time for any reason. it seems like a better option than not making any plans at all. But it is good to have things to look forward to.
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