25 November 2011

Schrödinger's cat

We did it.  We went in for our beta.  This means that in a few short hours I won't be able to pretend that I'm pregnant anymore.  I'm terrified.  I cried on the way home.  Jakobe is telling me only positive things.  But, I'm trying to be prepared for the worst, to expect the worst.  I'm afraid that I manufactured all of my symptoms like a crazy woman grasping at straws.

The box is open, we just haven't looked yet.


  1. Crossing my fingers for you jenni!!! Hope you get your positive!!!

  2. I just went through this, too...I'm so sorry. Seriously. It's hell!


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