tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7711942024473709321.post8929915595215008371..comments2023-04-27T04:45:49.769-07:00Comments on Hope Springs Eternal: A year and a dayJennihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16104292826005473507noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7711942024473709321.post-59384343717556957332010-06-14T21:20:07.132-07:002010-06-14T21:20:07.132-07:00ps - I love your reply to my comment about code wo...ps - I love your reply to my comment about code words. :) <br />I heart you Jenni.foxyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05482866425915180237noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7711942024473709321.post-32264730373806713782010-06-14T21:18:26.572-07:002010-06-14T21:18:26.572-07:00Oh My goodness Jenni - I could have written half y...Oh My goodness Jenni - I could have written half your post myself. I feel like a fool paying for my short term disability policy every month. I'm having a glass of champagne right now, even tho its week three. I used to be so happy and excited- you know, the way a lady should feel when she is trying to make a baby with the man she loves. I felt like a had a wonderful little secret - that my body might be incubating another life. Easier after the diagnosis, harder at the same time. I get it. <br /><br />The thing I still can't figure out is how to communicate to my lover is that I too am grieving over the loss of his biological child. Sometime I think that he thinks it is only 'his' loss. Its not. Its my loss as well.foxyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05482866425915180237noreply@blogger.com